Sadness

Hey, It's so hard to not be around for things. Ginny is growing up so fast and I am missing most of it while at school. Sometimes, I just want to cry and stop going to school just so I can be with my little girl. But I remember that the prophet wants us especially women to get an education. I know in a year I will be less stressed out as I am hopefully teaching my own classroom by then. Then helping Stephen with his homework. Once Stephen graduates college I am going to pray that we can make it on one paycheck so that I can be a at home mom. I would love to be able to stay at home with my kids. The plan right now is that I start a preschool at our house to get the kids ready for kindergarten and home school my own kids. I can't wait for the day. I also can't wait to be less stressed. But we are blessed by those who love us. My mom came down this weekend and took Ginny out shopping for a couple of hours so I could get some homework done. Then we are blessed by those in the church who don't mind stepping up to help us out. It's just hard to see Ginny's babysitter has more time with her then I do. -Kendra